When he walked into my life, he injected meaning into my life. When he left... he took away the meaning as well as my happines with him. I never love anyone like how i love him. Time will heal all wounds?? Well... to me, time will not make me forget... i'll not forget....

To love a person is to let the person happy.... since being together will make him miserable and sad, i'll just let go. Since he is better off without me, i'll not go and dsturb him, i'll just let him go and let him find his truely happy happiness.

People will think i'm stupid, but i know that for a very long time, my heart will not love another person. I will not be happy for a very long time. To me, the aim of the day is to end the day as soon as possible, theres nothing to look forward to. Things like catching a movie or meeting up with my friends is to make the time pass faster. I try to deceive myself that doing those activities i'll feel better and be happier... but actually i'm not.... life is very meaningless for now.... i think i'll not blog for a very long time... cause everyday to me is just like every other day....

Don't worry people, i won't kill myself.... i will live and keep on going for the people who love me, my family and friends... i cannot be happy, but i hope they can be happy.... i hope he will be happy.... Please don't ask me to forget and not think... i know its impossible....

I may stay single for very long... cause i'll not love another person for very long... maybe i'll get into a relationship, if theres someone that really love me like how i love him.... its better for one person to be sad than two person.... i'll try my best to like the person... until one day the person realise he no longer love me.... i'll let go again...

[OOO]- To love once and only one......