Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Life still goes on....
I slept at 6.30am this morning! It has been quite sometime since i slept that late, or rather 'early'. Was doing KEWOC stuff with an-cle, and did not notice of the time. Well today's KEWOC session was one of the more fruitful ones. We did a recee to West Coast Park, it was the first time i ever stepped into the Park, mass dance, i'm still lack of hands and legs coordination, some programme discussions as well as t-shirt designs. Drew them a funny looking sun and they might use it... haha.... Time flies when you are busy. Being occupied with stuff keeps your mind off things that you don't want to remember. Life still goes on without love. Love is not everything in life, sometimes people have to learn how to cope when you are without love.
I realise actually its not so bad to be alone sometimes, you learn how to take care of yourself. I'm so-called alone on hall, cause my dearest niangeeee is not in hall, in fact not i Singapore to take care of me... sob, i miss you niangeeeee. I understand how you feel niange when you are alone, especially when see people around you are all attached. Generally i'm happy as i am now, but looking forward for niange to come back to hall to accompany me at night, talk to me, eat with me and squeeze into one bed to have a close conversation with me. Maybe i really give up on love already.... i guess its really a game that i will never play in my life. I know its sad, cause i know everyone likes to be loved, but too bad, i just have to accept thefact that i can never have it. Just hope that maybe i can dream about it to have that feeling once in awhile.That all for now, i'm tired already... till next time....
happi_cat @ 2:11 AM
- s n o o p y LOVE (: ; -
