Saturday, June 18, 2005
Is it very hard to be happy?
I have tried... i really did... why is it so hard to make people happy? I was watching some drama series, the female lead was crying, she said " i tried so hard to make everyone happy, why they just don't appreciate what i have done and keep critisizing?" Well, when i heard that line, i almost cried.... that line sounds so familiar... its something that i said to myself all the time...
I tried hard to make my friends happy, do those things that no one is willing to do, lighten their load.... i don't need them to give me credit or appreciate what i have done, i just want them to be happy... why are they still not happy? Did i do something wrong? Or because of my presence that made them unhappy? I really don't know. Maybe its time for me to disappear so that they can be happy without me..... Sometimes i wonder, what will their life be when its without me? Will their life be the same or better off? Maybe really alot better?
happi_cat @ 8:41 PM
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