Saturday, April 09, 2005
In dilemma....
If given a choice will you choose something good for you or will you choose something that you like? If thing remains stagnant, will you choose to move on or will you wait for things to change? I have been asking myself these two questions more the past few weeks. I will go for something that is good for me and will move on with my life, that is my decision. I really hate myself sometimes, i wanted to follow my decision, but my heart is only following it halfway. Some part of my heart is still protesting that i should go for the thing that i like, should i? Will I? I think I will not do that, because i do not have enough enoucrage to go for the thing that i like, or am i scare of failure? I don't know. Can anyone please tell me what to do? People around me keep telling me that i should go for something that i like so that i will not regret later in life, but i think if i choose something that is good for me, i can be happy too cause i will not be sad if i cannot get the thing i like and also things good for me cannot make be that sad right? Okay, maybe not as happy.
Haha, maybe i think too much, there isn't anything that i like and also a thing that is good for me. Maybe i should wait for the things to come and decide. Exams are coming and , yes i am very scare, this sememster is pretty tough, i hope i can make it! Yes, i will make it! I will try my best and not regret! Wish me luck okie? Thank uncle, for being the first one to wish me luck! Enjoy your trip!
happi_cat @ 2:01 PM
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